went camping . damn tired .
so wish I'll fly-away . & . be sleeping foreva .


I thought I could forget you . but .
in the end I couldn't . I cannot do it .
It's totally out of my mind ! But ;
I've grown less keen on you over the holidays .
I always have the urge to find you .
understand you further in . but I couldn't do that .
I don't know why in the holidays .
I don't miss you so much . BUT ;
after seeing you again ; it came back , but decrease in some areas .
much surprised than I actually imagined .
I was not like last time , so DAMN crazy about you .
for example when you walked past me .
on that time my heartbeat would increase a little .
but when i saw you now . the heartbeat was the same as usual .
i think my liking for you is decreasing in someway or another .
decreasing slowing one day by one day . but ;
now i still have the urge to keep on noticing you .
know what you're doing . know what's your strengths & weaknesses .
I really wish I could forget about you in the end & just be your fwen .
Really wish that much like how i wish to be FLY-INAWAY !
Really wish you could find someone who likes you much more than I do .

I can tell your I'm much more complicated than you actually think of .

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♥Elaine,