now this post is the continuation of the previous post .

TO THAT SOMEBODY (L) :

I'm really very sorry ; extremely sorry if I've hurted your feelings ,
in one way or another . but , even other people could figure it out ,
that that post was directed to you ; that really means that .
my problems and attitude about you really stands out to anyone too .
the preson asked me whether that post was directed to you ;
I said nothing , but that person all along knew it was directed to you .

"Readers, I really think you should keep your negative comments to urself ;
after reading up till this sentence (!)"

I've discussed with that person already . and that person agrees to me ?
agrees to wad I've said about you ? your attitude , your everything .
that person even thinks that you make friends out of popularity .
the more popular that person is , the more you'll make friends ,
with that person . If you know the situation, don't you ever say out (!)
maybe is because you want to become more popular , you want to ,
make more friends in school . maybe that's why you chose ___ to ___ .
but , i cannot totally really agree to that ; as you are still making friends with us ?
us ? but , there are some parts which i agreed to ?
that person said that you sometimes even acted cute ?
that's wad that person told me ? & that person inferred from what other ,
people said & felt about you . I agreed to that though .

you acted cute sometimes ; True/False .
you have really bad mood swings ; True/False .
you are a good friend ; True (!) .
you make friends according to their popularity ; True/False .
you really have bad attitude ; True/False .

I really wish I could answer to these questions . but the answers ;
just dont come to me ; they just escaped away . like that ,
leaving me sitting on the fence . really wish someone can answer them ?

maybe you will & will not know that this post is directed to you .
but; I really wish you know that it's you .
maybe , me , too have some flaws ; just point out to me ;
& I'll just change them . change them till you're satisfied .
I'm really sorry of what negative comments I've said about you .
really sorry . really sorry . really sorry . really sorry . really sorry .

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♥Elaine, TO THAT SOMEONE (L) :

I wish you'll know who it's you I'm referring to .
I just dont know why . why you're changing .
I dont know why you always have mood swings .
why you get angry that easily . why you are irritating sometimes .
I'm not trying to say that you're really that irritating .
but your attitude and behaviour really irritates me sometimes .
really . I mean it . You scream and shout out of nothing .
when people is really concentrating doing something .
you just scream and shout . distracting people .
sometimes I really wish I could gag your mouth .
I'm sorry I've said such bad things about you .
but I just cannot hold it any longer .
and your attitude towards your friends is quite bad .
'when you need someone . you'll be friendly to them'
'when you dont need them . you dont bother them ,
you treat them coldly . very coldly'
I'm not sure if I'm the one whose correct .
maybe I'm also in wrong too . but please do tell me .
I really cherish our friendship . I really do wish ;
we could be real friends . friends that wont dont bother ,
each other at any point of time . that's real friends .
when you sort of like see another friend . then ;
you sort of pang sei that person .
do you know how hurts it feels . do you know it hurts .
I dont think you'll know as you're always the one ,
that wants people to follow you . like the Earth really ,
revolves around you . only you . you don follow ppl .
but , people follow you . that's why you wont even know .
I know you want to accompany that person ,
as that person is lonely . but think about the others first .
think . I know you are kind in heart . but you'll want ppl ,
to do it your way . your that kind of way .
if that person's lonely . then . wad about the person you pang sei-ed .
that person will also become lonely wad .
your mood swings is also another thing .
you gets really annoying sometimes .
maybe it's really me whose in the wrong .
I know I'm blaming you alot . but . that's my point of view .
maybe it's because I have some places that arent perfect .
so you treated me in that manner . it hurts to see that .
that our friendship is going down the hill . really .
I think we both are in the wrong . but . i really think ,
you should change your attitude abit . just by abit .
maybe I too need to change . treating ppl that harshly .

I'm sorry if I said the things that hurt your feelings .
but I need to say it out . if not I'll suffocate .

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♥Elaine, hellos . backk to my virtual world again .
I can only say my thoughts & troubles through here .
how i wish . how i wish . how i wish . highs .


right from the start . I always thought you're my best fwen .
but until now then I knew I'm so farrr awayyyyyyy from you .
its much further than I've thought right from the beginning .
I thought we will become the bestest fwen of all after that .
But ; never did i thought that we became strangers once again .
I'm do not understand every much of these . it's so STRANGE .
I'm grieved to know that you ignored me once again .
You only talk to me when necessary . not once ;
you'll approach me regarding other matters .
I now know few matters of yours . instead of many .
I asked you a question ; you ignored me .
You're really much much much further than I actually thought you were .
You approach her when having problems .
You partnering her . this I'm very okay with it .
But you not bothering/answering me . this ;
I totally don understand . normally you find me last time .
now you find her . I'm okay with these .
but I do not understand why you also do not treat me as ;
a NORMAL fwen of yours . like someone who you will talk to ;
instead of ignoring that person ?
You're really much much much much much further away frm you than before .


even though it's late . but i just want to wish everyone .
♥AHAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR !
wish all of the chinese got their expected value of angpao .
& wish the other religions to have a good holiday .
& have a good year ahead : D !

Labels: CNY :D, Directed to you (L)

♥Elaine,